Conclusions

1. The more one try to have it, the more it goes away.

2. The more you love it, the more you want it and the more you want it, the more it hurts. It's just a human condition!

3.There are many things involved when making a decision or when choosing the path to whatever you consider that is better than you currently have.

4.We can try to handle with our feelings and succeed or let them control us and make us blind to see what's coming.

5.The blindness of our heart, and the blindness caused by love are facts we can't block, we simply can't help feeling nor being in love, since those abstract and particular emotions are (in part) the ones that make us feel alive, and the need of experience life and live to the fullest will take us to the top and to the bottom of the roadcoaster. ... Once you're conscious of the degree of pain you can cope with, and if it is worth, the search for the way to better states will probably become clearer and clearer.

I quote myself: "Del maravilloso placer de tener una maraña de cosas en la cabeza y un enredo de sentimientos."... It doesn't matter how much it makes us feel like crap, in certain way, we enjoy it. Don't we?